
hah
I was gonna say I wish I could just curl up with one of my friends and I would feel much better
but then I remember
I don’t have friends
I’m so fucking alone
and the only fucking reason I haven’t killed myself is because I don’t have a gun and I can’t bear the thought of being buried in a grave where my stone reads my birth name
I just fucking want at least one fucking person in my life who gives a flying fuck about me and doesn’t trick me into loving them just so that they can fuck me over and convince everyone to fucking hate me and ignore me and i just want to fucking die already